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Despite having mugging at home this few days, I’ve been feeling so unaccomplished.

I have like a 101 things I want to blog about but my brain’s too fried to put them into nice long paragraphs.

I feel like my heart is slowly being chewed by the love monster; like I can’t seem to ever get bored with his voice, his smile, his stupidity and his cuteness. Random shiat.

I am so in love with this new k-pop guy and I think Jasmine’s so going to kill me. I hope she won’t hate me too much thou. /:

And I miss my cousins; namely Stepfanie, Doreen and Mandy.

Goodnight.

It’s been two whole week since and it seems like I’m still far from recovering. It seems like each time I feel like coughing or take a deep breath; I have to like mentally prepare myself for the quick sharp pains caused by my incessant coughing. It feels like there’s some evil goblin, banging his head against my ribcage. It hurts badly, so bad I feel like crying.

It has been a pretty stressful two week, and boy am I glad that it’s over. Thank Goodness for Jasmine, Shouko and Kent! Once again, I seriously cannot imagine myself surviving without them. I love them so much! I know I say this to you guys every day, but trust me, I really do mean it! Thank you Kent! For helping me with my TDMC videos and Naidu's video presentation! Thank YOU x 100,000,000! <3

I think I did pretty well for HMC, TDMC and TPSW class presentations and projects so far; so it kinds of help me secured +/- 20% of my overall percentage.

Suma and Hawabi totally top the list of the world’s most incompetent lecturers. You cannot imagine how glad I’m over never having to attend a single lecture of theirs ever again. I kind of got the gut feeling that Hawab may be haunting me in AD thou! Urrgggh!

Is it really necessary to feel guilty for something done just because it’s against the code of conduct established by society? If not, then why am I feeling guilty over choice-less situations and barely tangible reasons?
It does seems like I’m being “forced” into playing the consequences of my decision repeatedly in my head, without ever having someone truely understands the rationality of my choice.

Not anyone's fault thou, I have only told one person about it. But it seems to be casually brushed aside all the time. shrugs?


HAPPY BIRTHDAY ESHLYN!
Thanks for being my best friend! Thanks for being part of MED! Thanks for being the Eshlyn I love so much! Hopefully we'll still be bathing (kidding!) and growing Spiritually in Faith together 60 years into the future! God bless you! :D

I officially am sick! My nose is watery, my throat is itchy and I sound like a man. /:

We’ve finally completed our outdoor video shoot! And I’m really looking forward to doing the preliminary editing despite having to sit through an hour of raw footage.
On a side note, I really have to thank/salute Johnson, Truffle, Javin, Jasmine sister and mummy for waiting for Jasmine and myself through 2 to 3 hours worth of filming; I really doubt I will ever have that kind of patience.

I have tons of pictures took that day (credits to Shouko) but I’m really too busy fighting deadlines to post them up. I’ll probably do it another day. (:

Goodnight! (:

I did something I’ve always wanted to do today! I’m pretty shocks and touched over the fact that Yau bothered to come down and accompany me despite not knowing what crazy things I was going to do again! I love you Yau, and I know you do too!

I can totally imagine you going, “ROLF LOL etc” Iknowyousowellyau! [:

Overdue pictures from Shouko's Camera